A Wrench in My Plans.

 Life is weird. One day you think you need to drink hallucinogenic tea in the jungle with Amazonian shamans, then next think you know you’re suddenly getting your soul sucked out of your body in a random place with someone you met 5 days ago and the world suddenly looks different. It caused me to have a revelation. I was never the problem. My needs just weren’t being met. In any way, shape, or form. I am always the one to give and give and give. My happiness always comes second. It shouldn’t be that way. I believe God puts people in our paths as we need them, to help us navigate our journeys and teach us things. I feel so much different than I did a week ago. It’s amazing to have someone telling you to stop trying to be so perfect. Someone who encourages spontaneity and dance parties. Someone who shows up at my job with food and a diet Dr Pepper, just because they wanted to see me for five minutes and make me smile. I’m excited to see what the future brings. I’m not going to overthink anything. I’m going to let it be and let my life proceed by it’s own design. 

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